Tuesday, March 06, 2007

you stupid copycat.//




HEY .

so, the tagboard is up!must tag k ! :)

the tagboard was removed mainly cos i wanted my blog to have a whole new revamp.I tried installing photoshop many times but it couldnt work.
I HAD photoshop but when i wanted to use it, it expired!
DANG!-

so yea it dragged till now.
aniwaes.
i think i wont be doing any major changes to my blog alrd.(like changing blog skin etc)
no time la... :)
wait till my course gets settled :)


and i discovered something.
i just became the "k , k.." person agn!
woohoo.i used to be a "k,k" person.
like russell being the "you know?" person.
haha.



elaborating more on my "k,k" case.
it was initially my habit to say " k,k... BYE!" and "k" here "k" there whn i talk.
but then it stopped somehow and became just plain "BYE."
so now, the "k,k" me is back !
I HOPE.:)


more about what i did the past few days..

LAST SATURDAY.
went out with Yuenyun for some shopping.
asked her if she wanted to shop.
cos you know.... havent been out for a week before the shopping other than brother's burfdae.(bcos i needed to spend time at home researching more on the courses and preparing for my interview and stuff.)


aniwaes.SATURDAY morning i went ta NAFA for drawing test.
oooo..and i saw alot of HANDSOME BOYS!
but that's not the point la.

The point is , i was SOOOOO NERVOUS.
Thankfully,once i entered the art room,a girl smiled at ME :)
and started to talk to me :)
she was also a student taking the drawing test.
i think there were 11 classes.
and each room were to accomodate about 30 students i guess.
but apparently, she was the only one in the art room.
i was like really shocked cos she smiled right even before i looked straight into her eyes.
so YEA !
i made an acquintance.


The anxiousness was there before i started the test.
but as soon as i started, i kinda got calm which i believe was all thanks to God :D

My brother sent me a sweet msg coincidentally right before my test starts.
which is :"Haha.. Dun worry..You can do it .. :) "
AND AND,i think that NAFA's test is SOOO interesting!!
they wrote in the requirement document asking us to bring ..

-14 inch ruler
-pencils
-black pens
-pen knife/cutter
-paint brushes
and what nots..
Oh.. and..Magazines!

when i read the paper, i was like "-.-" ....
must they tell us what to bring? think they primary sch and we're primary school students ah? NYP also never tell us what to bring. They just told us to bring pencils and the neccessary stationery that we prefer using.

and why ask us to bring 2 to 3 magazines?take it to be the safety layer for the table before we ppaint or take the magazine pages to wipe the table??
weird luh!


So yea, i was SO wrong and the answer was quite astonishing FOR ME.

THE MAGAZINES WERE FOR US TO DO CUT-OUT COLLAGES! i LIKE! =DD



I think its SOO creative of them kaes!
unlke, NYP,...... they just ask us to draw hands and draw a picture out of the weird shapes which were already printed on the paper.quite increative i think.



i think i did quite well with the still life part. :)
afterall this area is my forte !
teehee.
(BUT! although still life is my forte,you can forget about asking me t do a still-life caricature for you.)


unless you're not afraid you'll look like a roti prata man .



So yea, i met Yuenyun after the test to do some shopping!heehee.

had to buy a belt for brother's belated brthday.
afterall, he kept asking me if his belt is nice and saying that he needs a new belt.
And at the end of the day, I GOT A BELT!
i just tot it looked nicer than the rest,and i think its cool. so i bought it!



AFTER ALL, AMANDA got TASTE and SENSE OKAY.lol.



the belt buckle part had this steel caricature face of this famous music man.i forgot his name.But i think he's a brazilian. and he's kinda a music icon.

So yea, i dont CARE.
im gonna make my brother wear the belt out.
MUAHAHAHA!
oops-.




LAST SUNDAY
thankfully i had a lift from Auntie Christine(actually it was Uncle Kim san haha cos auntie christine cant drive) to church.
Church was hmmmms.
to be honest, i wont say its good .
And its bcos i couldnt concentrate the whole day.

AND HELLO, ppl couldnt concentrate you cant blame right.
i tried to concentrate and i prayed to God to help me concentrate okay.
but i still couldnt concentrate somehow.

i was hearing Uncle Vic(pastor) talk but my mind couldnt stay on track for a few minutes.It started to run about, and i thought abt alot of things. just random things. like

: why is this like that? isit true? why is this like that like that? why did i even think its like that?"haha yea.


then after church,
i skipped the movie PROTEGE
wasnt really interested in it alrd.
onli wanted to watch THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS in mind.
haha! =x
onli wanna watch something light hearted and i dont like fighting shows.(shows with ALOT of fighting scenes )
unless its infernal affairs which has a good story plot.


=D*big grin.(showing "mary")
TEEEHEEEE.


and i've researched on THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS!it is a actually based on a real life story of a man known as Christopher Gardner and about how he overcomed his life of obstacles and etc.. click!


Idea of skipping the movie was GOOD!
sorry to say..haha.
we had family time!
Mummy, Auntie Cheryl, Auntie Grace, Gong Gong(grandpa) and me!
we went sight seeing after a long time!
I LIKE!
i prefer getting off the car than looking out from the car though. :)
(bt sometimes lazy to get off .hah.tired mah)


pictures!

This is the first place we went to. some cafe/restaurant/leisure/nature/gathering/many caucasians/ in the middle of black and white houses / place. click the image for clearer view! :)

my gonggong =D although his tone of voice is quite feirce but i know he's nice.(still remember him giving me sweets when i was young and he said things like " lei hou leng"(cantonese words.go figure!) to me when i was young and asked me if i knew it, really vividly :] )

click the image for clearer view! :)







vintage place !i like . i dont mind working part time there man.





second place

second place we went to. its a cafe/restaurant that serves finger food/place that captures scenes frm Indonesia.



enlarge this! very nice !



this picture is also nice ;)
hahah.click this.my mother's standing so straightly!


i saw a freaking (tail-less)dinosaur nearby! FIRST, it scared me...

Next, i boxed it till he's all tattered and torn.muahah. (Enlarge to see!)



Third place we went to-Vivocity






We could see fireworks.all the way from Chinatown. afterall, it was the last day of the LNY.







MONDAY


you're not gonna see us in bikinis.
Yuping had free wildwildwet tickets , so we headed down to www!

WHEE! day was really quite FUN although there werent alot of ppl.

anyhoos, we could haf the park all TO OURSELVES.



There were HOT bodyguards that were tanned like indians.

hoho.

And while we were at the tsunami pool having fun, some boys came over and asked if we could all like play together.hahah! weird and "eee". Then there was one time whn we were all bobbing on the strong waves, one of the guys floated nearer to me. So i gave a "eee" face and kicked him and his float away.haha! even his friends laughed. When they asked us the second time to play , we hurriedly left the place =X

then, we went to the other side with the children playground.and they were like there too.i dont know if they followed or what bt they went there after we went there and they were looking at our side.Then,we left the place agn.haha!and we went to play the slides =D whee. :)

it felt super weird luh. but then , i think they know we 're avoiding them so they didnt wanna make friends alrd. HAHA!

day overall was FUN :) then we had KFC for dinner. i tell you i was SOOO hungry. lol.we played and ate till WWW closes. which is 7pm . we were the last one sitting at the bence eating .haha .BUT! i dont care! cos i ws SO HUNGRY FOR KFC! xD

The journey back by bus was all sleep for me.:D Plus, i had Yuping's ipod music which made it even easier for me to slp :) We were both in deep sleep at a point and our heads tilted towards each other until our heads almost banged one other . so funny!

OH WAIT! i forgot to talk about sunday night.the night before www.

I HAD OPPRESSION from the devil.NOT DEPRESSION, OPPRESSION.

tough night i had.

mummy was sick, and i sleep on the same bed as her nightly. So , that night, she asked me to wear that mouth mask thingy for fear that i have be affected by the cold germs. So yea, it was SOOO uncomfortable. and tough to breath!

I had a really bad dream about IT. and if you were beside me, i believe you'll be totally freaked out !

When i gt out of my dream..i was so OVERWHELMED by it, i tell you, i was SHAKING. its quite scary mentining it now actually. im always turning and seeing whats behind me.GOD PROTECT ME.i can still remember the dream VIVIDLY you know? (which was quite hard to come by.)

SO yea, i was shaking REALLY. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME. and i didnt watch any ghost movie of anysort. i was just peacefully sleeping thinking about the WWW trip tmr.

i was scared ,but i didnt voice out. i CONTROLLED. i gathered all my strength(remember i was shaking)trying to pluck out my courage (as told by auntie joyce , dont mention you are scared. be brave)



SO, closing my eyes, opening my dry mouth, i made myself sing Christian songs. Singing was hard initially. and i was shaking as i sang. My voice trembled on my first note.Then, i sang louder and louder,trying hard to articulate my words the whole time.After singing for about 15 mins, my voice started to get clear. MY heart that was thumping like a train initially, started to beat normally. I was then, able to be calm.THANKFULLY.



I sang and sang. All the while trembling and with a fast beating heart , for i think 30 minutes to 45 mins. I sang all the songs i could remember ,Jesus We Enthrone You, If The Sun Sets You Free You Are Free Indeed.Jesus, Lover Of My Soul and some others ,repeating the songs many times. Tears started to roll down my cheeks profusely. I was sobbing as i sang. choking on my words a number of times.



Then that poopoo mummy, woke up and said " dont sing alrd la" . She's so inconsiderate LUH!

ERRRRGGGH. i was singing as i was crying okay! and it was quite obvious that i was shaking.

but she's ALWYS LIKE THAT! NOT THINKING ABT OTHERS! like when she said " you stress wad stress, i shold be the one having stress rite. " SHE DOESNT WANNA KNOW THAT HER KIDS ARE STRESSED TOO.SHE JUST WNTS OTHERS TO KNOW THAT SHE IS STRESS.ALWYS TRYING TO GET ATTENTION.



then, yea, i stopped singing. from nervousness becoming to calmness and then to ANGER.bcos of that inconsiderate mother. I was the one wearing the mask for her okay. She 's sick, she should be the one wearing so that OTHERS DONT GET SICK. BUT I DONT WANT HER TO GET UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN SHE SLEEPS SO I WORE IT INSTEAD. and this my dear, is being considerate.


so i slept being angry in the end. with the stupid mask still on!

I love you.